Nobody reads these, man. Im not doing well. I cant really engage in things people are making or doing or keep in touch with my friends because im scared. i don't, or can't, reach out for help because im scared of having to take meds or question anything at all :)

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yeah thats why im not being fun anymore. If there is literally anyone reading this please show me you're real and not just an placeholder of a human in my head. thanks!

ive been writing (poorly enough for it to be mocked off the writing forms) but not drawing sorry for the lack of meaningful art :(

prascting piano. im realllllly am not a good player but its keeping me aware and alive at the moment.

"left" most of my online friends and people i trust irl. Haven't heard a word from me. Nor do i have a word to say.

Did message one and they shared my messages without my consent. admitted it when i told them i knew (bluff)

No words since.

sorry for not drawing. I'll.. fix that eventually. My school work is falling behind but tbf when have i not been behind lmao. going to beg my wonderful mother for a book for ESL as i really struggle (as you can probably tell)

shoot. i messed up and now im in a state where i cant draw.

lol. lmao. deleted all social media. I still need praise for my art though.

hey i didn’t exist for the last few months but now i do!!!

Glad to be back, newgrounds.

exactly the same thing as yesterday, but in approximately (i can't count) hours, there will be a 2 instead of a 1!!

Enjoy the time with the people you love (or yourself, i get it) :D

Hello, nobody!

Today is not christmas nor will tomorrow be, but of course because i created the concept of chirstmas itself, I am the one allowed to announce it.

Have a happy holiday, and a good old new year!

Hello! I am attempting to make this the most annoying, if not most because of not pushing it, thing to read. Quite fun, considering I can, and will hate myself for it.

I am sleepycarride. The username is based on that 2am drive feeling, which is a feeling i enjoy enough to let it be how i am read.

I have been under at least ten different usernames. More names then a conman has used in their lifetime. I was a horrid person under all of those. I am truly sorry if you knew me then, or if I hurt you. I hope I have changed for the better.

But most of that, doesn't matter to you if you somehow stumble on this. So, i propose we just chill, I post my art that makes me look like I'm a very little child, and enjoy! :D